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30 July 2013 @ 02:11 am
DuiXingHun  
Duixing.
I know there are a lot of things wrong in this world, and I probably don’t have the right to complain. I also know that I’m not a good person.
I never said I was.
But as I watch the love of my life walk away from me once more, I can’t help but feel like this is completely uncalled for.
*Thank you cold world,* I raised my hands in the air and thanked god, I truly thanked him for doing this to me.
Kris Wu Fan.
He’s everything I’ve ever needed and wanted to be. But god let him slip through my fingers all over again.
It’s not my fault for him leaving, if anyone’s fault, it’s that big guy up there. I didn’t do anything wrong, I was the perfect friend and man for Wu Fan. I would have done anything for him, and I still would.
Case in point, if it was nothing wrong with me, it had to be someone upstairs who hated me. Wufan walked into the arms of none other but Junmyeon, the glorious leader sent from heaven above, BLAH BLAH BLAH.
You get the picture.
He walked into his arms and hugged $uho tightly, wow what a jackass God could be. I flipped my finger high in the air and screamed, “YOU LITTLE FUCKER STOP MESSING WITH ME!”
Junmyeon and Wu Fan turned to look at me, glaring. What was their problem? I brushed the non existent dust off my blazer and walked away, Kris Wu Fan didn’t deserve me or my time.
Miss A was right, I don’t need a fucking man to be happy. I DON’T NEED TO LIVE OFF OF MY PARENTS MONEY. I CAN FEND FOR MY FUCKING SELF.
Sehun stared at me when I plopped down on the sofa, so I gave him a cool nod.
“Whatchu want.”
He shrugged and laughed, “You’re so stupid Hyung.”
I slapped his face with a pillow, “I’M NOT THE STUPID ONE HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT?? HE IS!!” I pointed to Wu Fan and Junmyeon in the room right next to us, whispering about something.
I cried to Sehun, “I LOVE WUFAN WHY CAN’T HE SEE THAT??”
Sehun face palmed and took my hand in his.
“YOU DON’T FUCKING LOVE WUFAN, YIXING.”
“YES I DO,” I cried.
He scowled and leaned forward, pressing his lips on mine quickly. I jumped back and screamed “OH MY FUCK SEHUN DON’T DO THAT TO ME YOU KNOW I LOVE-“
“SHUT THE FUCK UP LAY AND MAKE UP WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND ALREADY.” Junmyeon screamed.
I went quiet and Sehun gave me a look.
Okay so maybe Kris Wufan wasn’t the love of my life. Maybe I’m not a good person, I never said I was.
BUT WHY DID I DESERVE THIS CRUEL TREATMENT, BEING BULLIED ON BY MY OWN BOYFRIEND AND BEST FRIEND. IF SEHUN HADN’T COME RUNNING TO ME ABOUT HOW MUCH HE LOVED KRISEU, THEN WE WOULDN’T BE IN THIS MESS NOW WOULD WE.
I mumbled and turned the other way, Sehun was such a little shit sometimes. He laughed and kissed my cheek, turning back towards the tv.
“You know we just like messing with you Hyung. Wufan and I don’t like each other either. You’re so stupid to believe that. Especially since he’s with money bags over there.”
Blah blah blah whatever, "just because they're together doesn't mean I couldn’t love Wu Fan."
He snickered, “remind me why I love you again.”
I sighed and took his hand, leaning against the sofa.
“Because I’m perfect.”
I paused.
“And I love you too you little shit.”
“Same here stupid Unicorn.”
Sexing.
 
 
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